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When it’s over you shouldn’t worry if things would change and you’d drift apart and the connection you once had would be lost forever. Because if what you felt was real, it would always be there. If things eventually fade away, maybe what you felt was nothing more than a momentary lapse. Either way, always be grateful for living something so incredible.

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Starting to feel like I’ve hit bottom once again. But I really can’t even distinguish anymore when I’m here feeling this way every other day. Maybe there really are no more ups in life. Maybe it’s all downhill from here.

Although, even through this chaos I’ve found solitude in one I couldn’t even have asked for in my dreams. He’s given my life new meaning and I’m forever thankful. If this lasts any longer I just might tart believing in soul mates. It’s kinda unfair how one thing can feel so right when everything else keeps falling apart. You never have it all. But it’s also a reminder that you carry some good even to the pit of your rock bottom. 

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