[From the Diaries]
Can you please, just for once, be honest with me? Did you relapse, and are you struggling to stop? Is that why you’re lying to me?
Are you avoiding the truth because you think I’ll be angry, so instead you keep choosing to hurt me over and over again?
I’m not strong enough for this.
I thought my tears would move you. I thought seeing me break down again and again would make your heart ache. I thought it would matter to you.
But it feels like it doesn’t.
It feels like my pain means nothing to you. Like I’m standing right in front of you, begging you to love me the right way, and I’m talking to a wall.
And all the while, you keep hurting me.
She Was Sea 