[From the Diaries]
Look, being in touch with you isn’t doing me any good right now. I told you earlier that we needed to take a break because I needed the space, but that was ignored, and things have only escalated from bad to worse. At this point, I need to go no contact, and I need you to respect that.
These recycled conversations are exhausting. You did things that made me angry, and now you act like you don’t understand why I’m reacting the way I am. This didn’t come out of nowhere. Your actions and the way you’ve handled things brought us here, yet you keep acting like you don’t know where any of this is coming from.
So please, leave me alone. I don’t know for how long, and honestly, I’m okay if it ends up being forever, because being in contact with you is bringing out the worst in me.
The only reason I haven’t blocked you is because I thought we could remain civil. But you continue to cross the boundaries I’ve tried to set.
I know you’re going through a difficult time, and I’m sorry for that. But right now I can’t help you. I need to help myself.
So please, for the sake of both of us, just leave me alone.
She Was Sea 