[From the Diaries]
I couldn’t help but wonder if it was some kind of sick punishment. Somehow, everything I thought we had resolved didn’t seem very resolved. And if we truly did, how could this be happening?
So many questions ran through my mind, like they always do whenever something so uncertain happens. So unexpectedly. And when it prolongs, it poisons your mind and devours your sanity. You’re left wondering and wondering, one question after the other.
How could this be?
I too am a very simple person. I handle the truth well. What I, or I guess anyone, doesn’t handle well is confusion.
Just tell me. Why is it so hard to tell me?
Tell me, and I’ll make peace with it. I promise.