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Day 161 of 365:

Hello friends, here I am again. Attempting to keep up a habit that is dying.

We are half way into the year, and I can say it with my whole heart that I didn’t love the first half of it. But maybe this is where things change. And I’m hoping it would. 

I’ve started to do the deep work that I so terribly owe to myself. I’m learning to be kinder towards me and be more compassionate, I’m starting to prioritize myself. I’m starting to learn to be content with myself.

I think the past few years were a whirlwind of me quickly realizing that I didn’t want to live the way I did, so I just rushed into changing everything without being patient and trusting the universe to bring me what I deserved. So instead, I was wrecking myself on shores where I didn’t belong, not understanding why I kept ending up there.

What I’m talking about is not an easy thing to do; it is real hard work, and it comes with fundamentally changing the way I view the world. And while some days I feel like I’m succeeding, other days I feel like I’m falling behind. But nevertheless, I’m trusting the light to guide me home.

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