It’s nearly 12 pm and it feels like early morning for me. Maybe because I couldn’t sleep till after 6 am. I hate my sleep cycle. I just might consider sleeping pills at this point. But it’s possible that my habits are preventing me from developing a proper routine. And maybe it’s stress, everything’s chaotic. I can’t wait to have a good day, and today doesn’t feel like one even though it just started. I want to stay positive, but today just doesn’t feel like it. 

I wrote this on my way to work this morning and forgot about it the minute I got in, and then the day got in the way. The rest of the day was me trying to recover my sleep. Well, better late than never, right? I also deleted TikTok this morning after I realized my screen time was going up by hours every day. So no more of that.