You know I’ve struggled to find my place and my purpose for the last few months. I questioned my work and my life. And wondered why I felt so empty and so low.
Maybe it’s not such a stretch to feel this way. I changed my life; I moved, left my career, and switched industries. The last few years were a complete 360. Perhaps the emptiness is from the loss of doing something I love every day. I used to love love my work. I loved living away, away from the city, the traffic, and the stress. I loved how it protected my sanity. Maybe that’s what it is. I’m adjusting to my new life. Some days, I still miss the old one. There are days I feel like I am not good enough for my role today, even though it’s something I only undertook a little over a year ago. It’s a huge challenge that I’m taking on today, and I often forget or give myself credit for the journey I took to get here.
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