I skipped work today because I had exam preparations coming up. Life is about to get busy. I honestly hate studying, I just don’t think I’m cut out for academic excellence. But this is what everyone wanted me to do, so I’m doing it. It started out for everyone else, but now it’s something I’m doing for myself. Maybe when it’s done, I will feel less of a fraud and more accomplished. It’s a small one, but it sure as hell counts. 

I’ve also been having the worst luck with sleep. How can something that is so simple be so difficult? That is insane; as if everything else wasn’t bad enough, sleep becomes a problem. It’s just unfair.