She Was Sea

What do you do when everyone you’ve ever known and loved has let you down in some way. Whom do you confide in or even seek refuge in when things get tough? Whom do you turn for comfort, when at some point this person was the reason you spiralled and cried? Would you ever feel safe with them again?

No, I don’t think so. My boundaries are solid and concrete, I might forgive but my body doesn’t forget. My boundaries are there for my safety and I don’t feel sorry for the way I shut you out for having triggered my system.

I’m doing my best to survive, and anyone who makes it harder than it should be, goes.

And that leaves me all alone. And no matter how sad that makes me, I don’t hurt myself anymore. So, I’m kinda safe with me.