She Was Sea

Another Goodbye

Thursday nights in my bed
Running around in my head
Wishing you were here
Laying so close to near

Longing whispers in my ear
Lies I long to hear
Your cold I love you’s
So out of the blue

I sink and I die
I scream and I cry
Hoping this is the last I trace your face
Hoping this is the last I chase your grace

Don’t you wonder what I swore?
When you walked out the door
Washing your sins with corrupted morale
Leaving behind your desired femme fatale

As you ran from me
Turning away from my plea
Done with your loving and lying
Leaving my broken heart in a sting

Here I lay
Unable to pray
Stained in places my hands won’t reach
Surely nor your moral ground would preach

Hands tied in lace
Tongue-tied in prays

I sigh, ‘Goodbye’.