This is a war I’ve fought and won. The love once given remains as is, because we were a big part of each other for a long time. We’ve had too much history to completely shift delete all they were. Now it’s like a dead plant in my backyard.
#2
You, I can’t get over. There’s so much humiliation I live with because of you, because of the way you’ve made me feel about myself. The way you reminded me I was never good enough and would never be. I wanted to be, so I put myself through to somehow be worthy of a love like yours. And like a little girl who fights for admiration, I do the same with you. I can’t stop. You made me feel a way I can never forget, and not the good kind.
#3
Where do I start with you? If you love me like you say you do how could you come into my life when you can never give me what I want. You’ve undone all my progress because you not being able to validate my presence in your life in these two years have made me feel like I do not deserve you, I’m not good enough for you. All my insecurities are back, the ones you assured me of. Why did you do this to me?
She Was Sea 