You’re never going to stop crying about the past loves you wished had worked. Because every time you gave your best and failed.

A man can’t make you hate yourself and expect you to love them unconditionally. With all the self-loathing there’s little room for love. And just because you’re different, he tells you you’re wrong. And no matter what you say or do, he cannot get into your shoes and see what you see and feel what you feel. In this instance what you’re asking for is too much. So you quietly walk away. Forget about the unanswered calls and the messages you ignored. You pray you deserve better than him. In the least someone who would love you for who you are. Isn’t that the least anyone ideal would do.

I don’t have to be with you to be yours. I already am. It’s the only way I exist. Me without you isn’t an existence I can bare. As clichèd it is to meet the right person under the wrong circumstances, that we did.

We are all continuously fighting our own battles everyday. Some battles are with ourselves and others are with the world. Both driving you insane. You can’t wait for the calm, for this chaos to pass. For the world to feel peaceful and safe. But will it ever?