All of your life, you have carried on feeling empty and hollow. You never did realize what you’ve been looking for is a form of compensation for the lack of a support system. So, in a sense, it isn’t wild that you’ve always felt lost. Yet it is equally dreadful that you were constantly bashed for being the best of whom you could have been in the circumstances. It has never enough. You’ve always had to be doing better.
But why you? Why not them? Why not the people who’ve inflicted their pain upon you?
She Was Sea 