She Was Sea

They say;

“If you love something set it free. If it comes back it’s yours. If not, it was never meant to be.”

or they were never yours – which in this case is too damn accurate.

“A better interpretation is that you cannot force someone to love you. You have to give them the freedom to choose.”

It didn’t matter in the end. When he left he left. Does it make any difference that I asked him to leave? Does it break my heart any less that I initiated this ending? No. It doesn’t. Sometimes you just have to close your eyes, bolt your heart and silently hope that it doesn’t kill you.