Starting to feel like I’ve hit bottom once again. But I really can’t even distinguish anymore when I’m here feeling this way every other day. Maybe there really are no more ups in life. Maybe it’s all downhill from here.
Although, even through this chaos I’ve found solitude in one I couldn’t even have asked for in my dreams. He’s given my life new meaning and I’m forever thankful. If this lasts any longer I just might tart believing in soul mates. It’s kinda unfair how one thing can feel so right when everything else keeps falling apart. You never have it all. But it’s also a reminder that you carry some good even to the pit of your rock bottom.
She Was Sea 