I have no words and that’s new for me because when the world turns away, my words are all I have. Or that was at least how it used to be.

03 August 2019:

Three months since we broke up, one month since we last spoke, over 48 hours since you didn’t return my call… it’s finally starting to feel like this is it.

I was terrified if you picked up it would be another window I wouldn’t be able to close, so I guess thank you.