You know what makes it easier? not thinking about who he’s fucking when you’re not around. That makes it easier.
Not thinking about anything besides the moments you both share, that makes it easier. Getting rid of everything but the truth you know, makes it easier.
So, love him if you must. But don’t let your mind torture you with unfinished stories you only know bits of.
Be kind to you, because you have to live with you. Be kind to you, because you are all you have. Be kind to you, because if you won’t, who else will. Be kind to you, because you have to set your standards with you.