I’m afraid if you don’t stay with me tonight, I may take my own life. It’s crucial that you stay.

I’m in love with you, desperately and hopelessly. Beyond reason, beyond sanity, I am completely yours; every ounce of me, till the last drop.

A part of me refuses to breath without you at sight. This feels like a growing obsession, a cry for possession. You have immense power over me.

I see how half-hearted your love is, I see it and I weep.

Ever shattered yourself beside someone while they lay inches from you and you couldn’t explain why? The subtle hints that you read too much into, the little things that had made you want to come back were no longer there. You expect a person to change, to customize themselves as you please but in the end you don’t always get everything you want in a person. With changes you lose some of the most desired qualities. Once you lose a person it’s never the exact same person who comes back. And you wonder if you’d done the right thing? You wonder what if they no longer feel the same but are so used to the idea of wanting you they haven’t realized it yet. Only time will tell.

Dwelling in nostalgia from a time my body felt younger and heart; less heavier.