All these years of damage, all the wars I’ve fought finally caught up. I am what’s left of me. Can’t trust anyone. No one. Not a single soul I can count on. Do you even know what that feels like? It feels like you’re alone in a world full of people. People who’ve betrayed you and let you down and yet you’re stuck with them because they are all there are. It sucks so much when the people you love let you down obliviously without no clue as to what you’re inflicting upon the other person. Or it’s all in my head. But I’m not just imagining this. Devils whispering into my ear 24/7. I can’t ignore it and tonight I just want to die. Or vanish. Anything that will take me away from this reality of mine, permanently.
She Was Sea 