I have no right to complain about my life. I made it the way it is. I could delete this blog and you wouldn’t even imagine the troubles that would vanish with that one thing. I have already changed so much, the girl who absolutely loved independence, celebrated her life everyday by doing whatever she wanted, is no longer free. And so this blog is the one thing, where I can ramble on freely, well not as freely as I want to, but freely enough to never hurt anyone. It’s all about being trapped in one body, all these different versions of you. And being unable to be everything you could be and want to be. Some choices you make limit your chance of free spirit. How wonderful is it to be a bird, I for one thought I’d never be pinned down. And it has disappointed me the most. What the hell am I doing here, I don’t belong here..