April 23, 2015
I’m so hurt that I can’t even feel it anymore. I don’t know why it made me so upset, no one promised to make things easier. I am though, more mad even. At myself mostly. No I didn’t expect him to move on at all. I didn’t think he would, I didn’t think about it at all. And he has. And after all this time, I’m still in the same place. It’s no ones fault. But is this all I deserve? And no don’t tell me it gets better. ‘Cause it fucking did last night and now all of it is just taken away.
She Was Sea 