“Ignore this and read and respond later if you want to. I don’t want to nag you every single time I want you to put in a little more I know things are difficult ekamu you can do more than this. Like last weekend I didn’t even want to come but you were like no please come and I did and all I got was your absence. Even when I was at your place you were like in your own world until I fell asleep and then we fucked again and then I had to leave. I come every weekend so that I’d get to see you and spend some time with you. But lately all I’ve wanted to be is alone and not follow you. Ekamu it’s honestly the hardest month, I asked you to please come pick me up today cuz I had no money for the taxi and mirey aissa ves I would’ve slept or something if you didn’t insist on going out since I got no sleep at all Reyga. And then last-minute you’re like take a cab and I dint have any money for the cab and I didn’t want to borrow money from mom and none of this should be your concern but I explained to you before right if I buy the phone this month id have literally nothing and then you convinced me saying you’d be around and shit. And so I walked all the way instead. I was exhausted too. Still am. But I can’t sleep because my mind is restless. None of this matters. But if you ever have the time try to understand me as well.”