It’s my worst nightmare for real. It’s keeping me up at night and pushing me away.

How can there be or even trigger so much hate & anger, towards someone you claim to have loved the most.

I’m in trouble here trying to convince myself it was worthless. Making up excuses for your behavior. For all you do and all that you say.

Lost in my own dilemma here. My mind’s blank and I’m absent. I’m here but not really here. Literally falling apart.

Please don’t ask me what you can do for me. Stop telling me you love me.

Your love has bruised my already broken heart, and raped my barely breathing soul.