If you were in my shoes today, you’d have realized that something’s aren’t for everyone to understand. Some secrets aren’t meant to be shared. Something’s the world doesn’t need to hear out loud. No matter how bad you’d wish for them to, they just won’t. Why? because their world isn’t as fucked up as yours. Sometimes not at all, not even close. This seems unfair but it’s life’s nature.

Thing’s you’ve left behind years ago, simply because they were too much for you to deal with. Eventually forgotten, but just one snap and it all comes running back to you. Haunting you in your own parallel universe. Until you can’t run away from them anymore, until you just give up and give in to your own misery. Like being forced to embrace every horrible thing that’s ever happened to you. And when you do, thing’s you’ve long forgotten, comes back fresh. And all of a sudden, life’s hundred times harder than it used to be.