December 18, 2014

If the littlest thing cuts me slowly and tears me so deeply the bigger things would do unimaginable damage I suppose. Better prepare myself for the worst but harsh reality here. Right now the thought of things never being the same again is the most painful, but forget that. Soon that would be the least of my problems compared to seeing you with someone else. Right now it feels like that would kill me, but before that happens if I learn to accept the fact that life goes on with or without you. I could ease the pain of not being with you.