December 20 , 2015
A year back gosh I was so in love with someone. It seemed like he was all that Id ever need. But then when he caught up with me I wasn’t in the same place as I used to. Of course the habit of loving someone lives on but things had changed and I had changed. And I ended up being unfaithful to the person that meant the whole world to me and there was no way for me to fix it. I’d call it a mistake but it’s my doing. It’s on me. Even though it hurts I know I blew it and there’s no fighting back for the love I couldn’t respect. And when there are days I wish to undo what I did and go back to how things were, I know that’s not how things work. There’s no going back and fixing something you already smashed into pieces. I could try to glue them back but the constant reminder of how I fucked up would always be there. He forgave me but there’s no way he could look over it. So we called it an era and tried to move on but somehow he’s always there. It’s hard to stay away from one another ‘cuz we were a huge part of each other’s lives for so long there’s just no quitting. So we continue to be there for each other.
She Was Sea 