Terrified of what I’m about to do, been avoiding situations as such for as long as I can remember. Never giving a fuck for how people dealt with my choices. Times have changed and I’ve grown a little since, but here I am struggling with doing what’s right for me in a right way. Problem is, I might be breaking someone’s else’s heart in the process. And I don’t want to. But then I can’t just a coward and not do it since that would make leave me miserable, but damaging someone else just so I get my way was never my intention. But this is the only way and I don’t even know why I’m justifying myself here. Maybe because I feel like a horrible person and arguing with myself could actually win my ego.