2014

We’re fine once again, for a while I almost thought we’d never be. Believed that it was over. And then the tables turned, he came through just for me. Only when I thought it was over he proved me wrong. I never thought he would. Not that I doubt his feelings for me. But he’s never been the kind to come through. Sometimes I give him very little credit to his doings and expect a lot less than what he offers. High hopes never do me good. But he surprised me. Made me realize that nothing was more important to him too, than our relationship. Nothing’s more important to me too. And it aches that he doesn’t see that I too wouldn’t choose anything or anyone above him. But there are tricky situations and yes I take time making up my mind which gives him time to assume more. I’d give up everything to be with him. Anything I have is pointless without him to celebrate. He’s what makes me whole. He’s what holds me together. He’s the reason I hope. No one in this world could possibly love me more than he does. No one can put up with my shit like he does. No one can piss me off more one second and melt my heart the next. He’s everything, easy to love, difficult to be with. Caring, arrogant. Absent & annoying, and I can’t live without him. I can’t go a single day without him. I’m nothing without him by my side . He’s all I am. He’s all I love. He’s all I live for. He’s my dream. He’s my yesterday, today and tomorrow. He’s everything.