November 12, 2015
Hi..
I just wanted to tell you that how sorry I am. I am not asking you to take me back or look past it. Just making it clear that it kills me everyday knowing what I’ve done. I never meant for things to turn out this way. i’m so sorry. Just please know you’re the best thing that ever happened to me and no one is replacing you. I’m so thankful for the time we’ve had. The memories shall forever live on. I didn’t know how to punish myself for what I’ve done. I deleted my blogs, hoping to delete every evidence of our existence. It broke me to destroy all the work & effort, but I did anyway. I guess because that’s what I did to us as well. Words cannot express how much I regret my actions. I’m just sorry I ruined everything. Knowing that nothing could ever happen between us or be the same again is just painful.
But I wish you all the best, thank you so much for the past few years. Lost my right to tell you how much I loved you the moment I disregarded our existence.

Goodbye.