The list of the things running through my head right now, endless! Don’t even know where to begin. Pissed off at the world and yet so in love with half of it.

I’ve done somethings I’m not proud of, everyone has. I let go of the one person I most wanted around, but I can’t have everything my way. I accept that. It’s not even funny how the world rules. You let go of someone to be with the one you love and you’d think that’s over right there. An end to eternal misery, but no. You miss what you left behind, you miss your misery. You miss the balance it had brought. You miss the one you never loved.