28 February 2015
It was you, of course it was you. I was never meant to find you and love you like I did. It was not planned and it was the most unexpected twist in our lives and that was what made us so beautiful. It was the story, I was more in love with our story. Life will go on and I can bet on it that I’m never running into another soul who would ever be as sure as you were for the things you felt towards me after our first meet. That’s why I loved you, and then how you pleased me was just what I needed to drown myself in you for as long as it worked. And that’s exactly what I did. I’m barely breathing, gasping for air.
It’s a mystery to many, why is it so hard Ana? What was so special about him? Nothing really, except how he loved me and broke his rules for me. And how he shared my pain and happiness. How he held me through the toughest and how crazy it made him to feel the things he did for me. How he eased my life with his presence. How he was my walking diary/journal. How he was my best friend/parent at times. How he came to pick me up all wet in the rain. Who else ever would?.